13

2 weeks has passed.

Telling myself it will be alright, that everything will eventually go away.

It helps me, to certain extent.

When the night came and the darkness engulfed me, sometimes I will break down and the memories flood back like it was all yesterday.

No no, I am not clinging to it. Trying to let it go but who can kill one's memory

After all, he is happy now, no longer the lonely boy he used to be.

His happiness, isn't that my wish when the candle was blown 3 months ago?

Wishing him best of luck for TOEFL test.

12

Slowly, I'm letting it go; not because I want to but because I have to. The longer I'm holding on to it, the pain will become more unbearable.

Putting on my fake smile mask to fool everyone because if i take it down.......

even though I wish we're back to normal, the reality ain't that way. for the better of me maybe or else I will never get over him.