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well well welll.........

After two incidents; one made me felt embarrassed, another made me felt insulted, I seriously need to rethink again.

When u tried to hold someone's hand and he didn't reciprocate, won't u feel like burying yourself 6" under? The embarrassment, as if all these while only u that were all over him.

Used to hug him every single time before we departed, even on broad daylight. One time, just one time he made joke about it and I felt so insulted. I knew it was just a joke but I can't help myself to feel this way.

No more.

It's no one fault. But I will be selfish.

Until I can calm myself down, we won't be close friend-with-benefit, just close friend.

Still.........I miss your touch